Im about 7 weeks along now, and I have almost no symptoms, maybe thats a blessing but is it weird I want some now? I've had no morning sickness(or any sickness) no real tenderness, no cravings then my usual, im not sure if ill notice this one actually, im always hungry and wanting certain foods lol. The only one is I can't retain liquid lol And im waking between 4-6 to pee. Sorry if thats tmi
Although today is probably the first time i felt anything close to morning sickness, but not sure if it was that or reaction to a cleaning product, i was using one of those scented damp wipies, and i felt really sick had to stop lay down and breath, thought i was going to throw up, it passed after 10-15 min. So maybe the symptoms are on the way. Let me clear up, I don't want to feel sick and sore.... I just want to feel pregnant... lol so if that means feeling sick and sore. All this change had got to me recently, I had written a long blog on here and then deleted it. It's just a lot of change, like Nathan said, our lives have been totally flipped. I think I had a mini break down im ashamed to admit. I was freaking out if im ready, upset about what's changed, that not going to college now, not closing the distance for a year, no place of our own. And now im pregnant which i am happy about and it's great, but im doing most of it without my Nathan. And it's hard on him as well. So had a little mini melt down I was second guessing if I should have the baby, and then that made me feel horrible, and vented to my SO and he didn't get it
his thoughts were im not ready, which im not 100% ready, but really I was just looking for some comfort and reassurance, lol this is scary! But I know we'll make it, and I do want this baby in my tummy right now. Our baby. Me and Nathan are finding ourselves again, this has changed our relationship, I think were going to be stronger, we just had to adjust a bit. There's a ton of stresses, my SO has a lot he's put on himself, he's been working so hard, and then he had a pretty bad week this week. We were apart the first week I found out, then he added a ton of work the 2nd week, and then he had a bad week this week. So the 3 weeks I been pregnant has been a bit stressful for my hun. But were making it through, I know he wants to be with me as much as I want to be with him.
Kay i'm going to gush now feel free to end this blog here lol We had a long day, lots of talking, and just a long day, and we were having a nice well needed night, skype was being such a pain though!! We would try to video chat start speaking and it would cut off, try again I would hear him say "hello hello?" and then it would cut off, just all bad, pixels and blurry.... So no video chat
So it was getting later at this point, he asked me what i was doing for dinner, I was in the mood for pizza, lol dont have the stuff so I was going to be creative, create a tortilla pizza, if not spaghetti, he asked me when, and I told him when he goes to bed. He said so 40 minutes. I didn't take this as a clue, cause my SO usually has a random time when hes going, idk didn't pick up on that. About 40 minutes I get a knock on the door. The pizza guy! I tell him hi I didn't order a pizza, and he goes oh and reads the reciet back to me with this address I tell him yes thats here but I didn't order it. Then he goes Nathan? lol Omg I was smiles then. I go yeah but he's in Scotland. The guy goes no way! And tells me that they had heard someone from the UK had made a order that this one must be it. I signed thanked him went in and Nathan was waiting. He was so cute, saying since he can't take me out he'll bring it to me, and then that I said I wanted pizza lol He had to call them, first pay for a gift card then use the gift card to pay for the pizza so he was on the phone with two people. lol so all that just to feed me. I swear the ocean between us has never stopped him from being romantic, I am a spoiled girl.... don't get me wrong he drives me crazy and nuts, but he does know how to woo a girl, or at least me lol 
Did I mention it was just me, so all this for me? Im on day 2 now and have pizza
So yeah, lol life is changing, but at least I do have someone to go through this with.
And yay pizza. Not what I needed to think about before a morning at the gym lol