So where to begin? Tomorrow is 1 week until Nathan is here! Im excited and it still feels far away :P It's been 2 months since I was there with him. In the meantime he's been working 2 jobs, which he will be leaving when he comes here. But they like him as a employee and told him to come in again when he gets back, so he might get his job back, but Nathan say's he'll see, I think he wants a better job. Either way he works really hard and has a good CV, he'll find work. He's been amazing, the past 8 months have been hard, being apart while pregnant, and it's been challenging for him. But he's stepped it up so much, has found work right away, been getting prepared, reading up on so much, lol he teaches me things. Like did you know baby girls can have periods??? It's true, not to everyone but its not uncommon apparently. And he's given up a lot, a good job, free time, even a tooth! But lately he has really been amazing, being here for me, and my emotional needs. The last couple weeks, just.... Romantic, and sweet and I wake up to the sweetest little messages. I don't think he realizes how much that helps and I need it. He's been amazing, making me fee special and loved, it keeps me from stressing and I feel better. I love him so much, we've had some bumps but he's the one im meant to be with, so it doesn't last, we make up and things go great again. I miss him!!

But 1 week till he's here and then about 3 after that to her due date. It's going to fly by, I have to enjoy the last bit of time with just the two of us lol Which is hard to do, Im so big now! It's going to be eventful from his visit on out. And with his parents flying down it's the first time, both sides will get to meet each other. Im worried about how this will go, specially once our lil bump is no longer a bump. My mom is a bit... jealous of Nathan's. Because there coming down to see the baby and I plan to be up there to college so we'll be over there more. I just hope she doesn't be to pushy with everything, and I know it will stress out Nathan and I don't want him and my mom to be fighting.
She keeps going on about the delivery. I've told her and everyone for that part I only want me and Nathan in. Everyone will be called after she's born, after me and Nathan have had our time. And she says she understands but if I change my mind just know she really wants to be there.... which I know.... she's told me every time I see her. And when I told her about Nathan's side coming she didnt say much till another phone call, asking if his mom gets to be in. And I had to tell her again, no one but me and Nathan.
I get where she's coming from, she's sad and worried about not being in our lives as much, since we are moving there. And yes I know it's her first grand child. But it's still our first daughter and it's hard trying to please everyone. I want to just be on a island with just me and Nathan and have her there lol No but I do love my family, and they'll get to see her and we're having the holidays here so they get that before we leave to the UK. Im giving them what I can, but also I want to focus on my own little family now and what's best for us. As much as they want to be around, our first priority is us being together, no long distance. And there's more for us over there.

Anyways sorry for venting, back to happy. 1 week on monday! Im off to get a dress, for both my appointments, but also something for Nathan to see me in.... he's really hard to please when it comes to clothes lol He'd toss out half my wardrobe if he could. So im going to try to get something he'll like! Also anyone travel a bit 8 months preggers? Im only taking a hour and a half train, then ill be sitting around the airport. He gets in at noon. So I don't feel it's a big deal, but my grandmas worried, saying it's dangerous. But I really want to meet him there! There is just something about meeting at the airport lol Seeing him come out, that hug and kiss! I so want to be there. Im hoping to convince her fully before it's to late.

well im heading out. Got to go shop