So I know this isn't LDR related (well kinda) but I figured since everyone was so supportive of me yesterday and ever since I began looking for a job about 3 months ago I wanted to talk a bit about my first day at my first job.

First off I had to be there at 8 am and it takes me a bit to get ready because I don't blow dry my hair (I am vain about my hair) so I was up at 5:30 taking a shower, taking my morning meds, and getting my uniform on. I had to buy everything sans my apron and hat (which I didn't get today, I had to borrow both but I get a hat and apron and name badge next week) which wasn't too bad since they ask for generic black polo, neutral color shoes, and khaki or black pants. I ended up with enough time for a decent breakfast and was still early.

First 45 minutes were paperwork and the orientation handbook where I read about CC's goals, safety, and how to work the register. Then I was assigned to someone who toured the place with me and then showed me how to work the cash register, which was one of my biggest fears as I've had a learning disability with money. But I was quickly putting in orders and handing back correct change. Wiped tables, cut up lemons, changed coffee filters, washed stuff, took out/changed trash, then I got a minor break to talk about my schedule for next week and I got off a half hour early because I came in a half hour early. Next week I work 7 am to 3 pm on Wednesday, then 3 pm to 10:40 pm Friday. Long hours for a beginner, I suppose, but I know I'll have the nice people I met today there to help if I need it.

Around 10 I was waiting for more instructions and was in the back and checked my phone for the time (can't wear a watch) and saw I had a text. I thought maybe it was spam, but it was Hattie telling me he liked the picture I drew for him yesterday. Hopefully it cheered him up as his comment was "you captured my good side."

It's funny, I smell so strongly of coffee, even out of uniform now, that I can smell myself. But all in all I think I may need an anxiety pill adjustment to have one to take in the mornings as the one I take now is slow release and is taken at night because it makes me drowsy. I felt overwhelmed here and there and when I get that way I have anxiety attacks so I wanna prevent that. Still, it's not a bad place to work once you get used to it being so busy and somehow you being in someone's way always. It'll be a long time before I'm making drinks, but I'm OK with that. So long as I get that paycheck. I have a man to get to.