Back in the day, "friends" would used to literally beg for my forgiveness. They didn't want me to hate them. You should have seen the way they begged and the way they begged led me to believe they were going to change. I forgave them, and what for? I forgave them because I have to see these people around from time to time seeing as to how small my town is. Just so they could be ten times crappier the second time around? I've tried calling these "friends" once in a while to see how they're doing, etc., and they don't even pick up their phones! Are they too good to pick up their phones? I don't have text all because of that jerk off queen they worship who got my texts disabled. Why did they beg for my forgiveness if they're still going to be a jerk and befriend people I dislike most in the world they knew never treated me well?

What makes me sick is how much these people literally begged for my forgiveness and they don't go out of their way to wish me happy birthday or they don't call me here and there the way they do others. It's actually because of mutual "friends" to people I dislike as to why I'm still holding this grudge. I want to cut off all contact from that clique. I gave them time and again to change. I didn't say anything hoping they'd see their behaviors as to how they've been acting. They've seen my page go on and on about this and they still want to befriend my frenemies. The way I see it is if you wanna hang with the (fr)enemies, you might as well be one, too!

Moral of the story: When people forgive you, and give you a second chance, that means they expect things to be different the second time around and change for the better, not worse off from before.