For those who I talked things out with before, I just want to say I am very appreciative of your advice. You have been very helpful with me through these difficult times. I didn't want things to end the way they did and I really didn't want to go off on him the way I did, especially when he kept saying he wanted to be just friends with me he could talk to me as friends, too, but he didn't which caused me to react the way I did.

Had he still kept in contact with me even as friends, I wouldn't have been that upset about it, but he wasn't making the efforts to be a real friend, either, ignoring me altogether. I tried so hard to not want to say bad things about him/too him, but he really made me angry these past few weeks and I couldn't take it anymore. I thought we talked it out once and things just didn't change unfortunately.

He had pushed me away long before I got crazy on him, when I wasn't even doing anything to him. I tried to get him to remember all of our good conversations we had together. It worked for a few days, but then things went back sour again. I have gotten over things before I thought I'd never get over and I'm trying to find lots of ways to not think about this anymore, too.

People do not just "move on" when you command them to [for those who think they can demand me to do that on the spot.]

I enjoy PM'ing with some of you and helping you out with your situations as well. I am glad you can turn to me for someone to talk to as well.