I said to him I didn't want to go crazy on him, but he left me no choice when he wouldn't talk to me and tell me what's going on. I wasn't sure if he was even reading my messages or anything. I couldn't stop myself. I kept texting him every day 5 or 6 messages at a time, so angrily that he would used to enjoy talking to me now we've turned into this, until he would say something back to me. Why stop a good thing we had going? You don't like it when things are drama and stress free I say? I stopped for a day on his birthday so he could at least enjoy his day without waking up to 6 messages from me, see I'm courteous. Finally I seriously snapped on his ass and I finally got a response out of him when I said this:
"Just tell me if you're with another girl. Damn it! I'm 28-years-old, you think I can't figure things out?" And THAT'S when he replies. I knew he was reading my messages, ugh!!! That's all it took for a response? Every time before and after class, or even during, I'd send him these sappy messages and he now finally responds. Accusations.
I just kept going on about him giving up on me not even trying to make this work and he knows he would have had a great time in person hanging out with me if he was just patient enough to make it to that point. I kept saying to him how could he stop talking to me while I'm in the middle of writing our story that our readers from my other blog want to know the end to?
Looks like it's back to square one: waiting for when we can see each other. We can't do anything about it right now.
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ldrxoxo started a blog post Accusations.Accusations.
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#7ldrxoxo commentedEditing a commentThe one good thing is he also told me to stop speculating him with another girl. I wouldnt know or not if he was with someone since as of lately he hasnt shown he still cares about me. and usually when they do the fade away thing most times theyre into another girl and dont want to tell me but luckily he hasnt been into someone else he finally confirmed.
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#8snow commentedEditing a commentWell you can't make him talk. You said what you wanted to say, now wait for him to say something.
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#9ldrxoxo commentedEditing a commentThis morning he sent me back long paragraphs of text and we had a real conversation from 8am to around 11am, finally cleared the air. I told him how I was so afraid that he'd be someone I'd never talk to again and I didn't want him to be like the others where if the others don't talk to me I won't talk to them. I convinced him to really try this long distance thing but that I know right now he has college and work. While he's going to college I'm going to look for a job and save up and by the time I've saved up enough money we could probably hang out for longer than a day and he'd be graduated from school. I'm really glad I don't have to worry about him talking to someone else. That was a weight off my shoulders, he was just really busy with school and work and I'll give him the benefit of the doubt until I see. I convinced him I think when I said he doesn't know what we could really be unless we meet each other in person first to see.
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