I used to think there was only ever one person for me and when he didn't want to try, it was the end. Now, I met someone nearby which something might happen with. It will be totally fascinating dating someone who is an identical triplet. I'll have to study their facial features well, lmfao. I will always wonder what would have happened with someone from afar if he would have just tried, but he passed me up. My ldr would have been so spoiled if he had just seen me once in person I know he would be smitten with me even more than he used to be online. Sometimes I have dreams of what it would be like to kiss my LDR. I know it would be as amazing, even better than the dreams. He knows I'm writing a book about him I don't understand why he would DO something like this and THINK I'd want to write GOOD things about him! He was the one who said, "You should write about me and compare me to the others that I'm better than the others from your past." Well, he's kind of acting like the others by not speaking to me and giving up when things get tough.

I thought things were going sour with my local interest when he didn't text me back for a week. I started to think, "Crap, he hasn't texted me back when I tried to send him something on Friday and Sunday both times." Usually if I try to text a third time and they don't respond, I say fuck it! My local interest texted me back today and apologized for being so rude he is going out of town to Canada. I knew something had to come up! He wouldn't just ditch me after we had a great first week of hanging out. I hope he asks me to hang out when he gets back from his trip.

His brothers and friends will be gone and he won't know that many people here. I want this to work out with a local. I don't want to have to drive 16 hours to see someone every weekend. The local is only 40 minutes away about 1.5 hours to and back, much more doable in my circumstance. I loved hanging out with him, his brothers, his brothers' girls. That's what I want: a good group of friends to double date with and not have to worry about a frenemy hitting on my crush behind my back because they have their own boyfriends they're smitten with.