Today was the best day I've had since Anthony left. I feel so much better about everything...I got to spend a wonderful day with my family for my grandpa's birthday. I heard from Anthony this morning, and now we're chatting on FB. I kept my mind off of the distance thing today by playing bocce ball with my family, and having a deep conversation with my 9 year old cousin...she's quite mature for her age. It really helped me to feel better to not have to think about the distance for most of the day. School starts for Anthony tomorrow morning, and I begin on Wednesday. I CAN'T WAIT! I need to be busy so time goes faster and I keep my mind off of this. I had a total breakdown last night, hence my previous blog post blow up. I realized I overreacted and that I may have situational based depression. I decided I need to seek therapy in order to control this and really feel better. I think its the distance that has led to this. But, I will not let this get between my boyfriend and my relationship! We can do this, we've done this before! =] I just want to get this under control so I can feel as good as I feel today, all of the time. This is a very jumpy blog, as in I keep jumping from topic to topic. My SO and I are having such a cute conversation right now!!! Sending virtual hugs and kisses to one another. <33 This is probably the best conversation we've had since he went back. Things are turning around for us in a good way, I can feel it! <3 32 more days until I can be back in his arms....so excited! I've been daydreaming about getting off of that plane and running into his arms at the airport already.