Well, for what felt like the longest time, I struggled with religion. I'd say I began to have doubts about my religion in 2011. I was born and raised Catholic. I was involved in a Catholic club in college too, so I was very in touch with my faith and I would go on retreats and pray a lot. Then, I was diagnosed with depression and that all changed. I lost touch with my faith and I could not for the life of me bring myself to go back to club meetings. I questioned how could a god ever let someone go through such a difficult thing. It really was frustrating because I struggled with my depression and getting it in check seemed like it'd never happen; I was emotionally unstable for a very long time. So for awhile I just gave up on ever figuring it out. I gave up on religion. I just figured I'd have the void in my life and live agnostic and miserable.

Until one day...

I did some research online recently and I tried to read up on other religions aside from Christian religions. I came across unitarian universalism. Everything about it sounded amazing and uplifting. After months of research and contemplation, right before the new year, I got the courage to go to a service. Wow. I was moved. The entire service was engaging, happy and I left feeling energized and like a void in my heart was full. We celebrated Kwanzaa since it fell during the middle of Kwanzaa. Our minister is a wonderful woman and she is so supportive. After every service, there is a "sweet tooth" breakfast where we all gather and mingle while sharing a meal together. I felt a sense of community from the moment I walked in. Everyone greeted me with a smile and welcomed me in with open arms. I knew I definitely wanted to go back. The week after, I was sick so I did not go. This past Sunday I went again and felt the same warm and fuzzy feeling. The congregation's theme for 2014 is "Lean On Me", so we opened up the service by singing "Lean On Me". It was amazing and I stayed after for a small group discussion. This month's topic was our calling in life. It really was interesting and I feel right at home. I really feel like I finally found the right fit for me and I am just so excited! I had to share my happiness with you guys!