In my last post I was talking about the fact that I was having a lack of communication with my SO. On facebook he'd been able to send me a quick message just to say he loved me and missed me and he was sorry that he wasnt online to talk. I had replied telling him that i felt very lonely and that I needed him, i didnt want to be selfish but I was in a very depressed mood and I had to talk to someone...but I guesss he got my message, that what I needed was him to give me sometime...even if they were only five or six minutes.

This morning I woke up to a message from him, he said he'd received my care package i'd sent him. It was the first one, and in them I sent him 7 letters lol, and i sent him two shirts that i thought would look awesome on him, i sent him a friendship bracelet, something that we could both have because I have an identical one to his, and i sent him lots of love!!!! He said that he loved it and that he was very sorry for everything...he was sorry that I was feeling lonely, but that he would try to find more time for me, even if it where 5min.

I guess talking with him, and telling him my needs are helping both of us. I wasnt sure how he was going to take this, I thought maybe he would think that I was being selfish or too clingy, or just annoying! I guess that all im trying to say is that talking does work! Its also always good to think about the way your going to say it but talking about each others needs is important!

Now I wish I could concentrate better on my work...im becoming a procastinator from the day I met photoshop! now i cant stop photoshoping lol, i've made countless works of art...and of exploring and what not. Instead of writting my countless essays for photo,eng. and psychology XD

So guys how you doing?!!!