Im lacking the ovaries to talk to my dad, its simple. I need to tell him that I want to go to Mexico, so we can be on the same page.

FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How is it that I can be infront of 500 or so ppl and run a town meeting, being able to talk about things as small as the next school game or something like that?

How is it that I had the guts to keep "singing" infront of 500 ppl even though I terribly messed up yet i made it throught the song.

How is it that I can talk back to guys in my class who think that men are superior?

How is it that I can talk with a lot more ease to strangers...than to my own father?

LMAO!!! its like...i have to talk to him...but i cant so i keep procastinating.

FAIL!!!

but i will go...and talk to him...or try to! I need to book my flight by tomorrow!