Should I worry or feel some...anger? towards my SO simply because he is signed in onto aim,msn and fb chat? but hasn't replied to my hello?

Ok so maybe sometimes I am online and im somewhere else doing something else, so maybe its the same with him right now. But it's been sooooo long since I've talked to him..ok so it was last saturday I think that I talked to him. Maybe he'll talk to me later tonight...he's most likely eating dinner with his family..its almost 8 in mexico so i guess that could be a reason.

Or am I making excuses for him?

Anyways....instead of doing my english hw..i wrote and edited this poem. ^-^ watchu think?


I try
I try to hide my feelings for you
(thats a lie, I've bragged about our love likea man brags about his car)
I try to ignore the distance
(we are 2,589miles apart...i googled)
I try to live worry free
(Everynight I fall asleep worrying about you)
I try to ignore the rumors of unfaithful men
(Actually im a little jelouse of any girl who has the privilege to see you)
I try to believe in every word you say
(In reality im just a bit insecure)
I try to ignore you
(I can't...even with distance you make me weak)
I try really hard not to think of you
(...and as you can see I can't)
I try to be selfish
(Unfortunetly I can't and so I would let you go if you asked)
I try to think that you're thinking of me
(but I will never know...and so i'll ask you everytime we talk,sorry)
I try...and try...and try!
(...but I still love you)
Lies!
(I love us!)