
I should get used to the lack of communicating knowing that his internet sucks XD and that he is recovering from an injured hand but i get lonely and a bit irritated. Also i tend to go on a WHAT IF slide...and it has nothing to do with the what if he is cheating on me. I never doubt him in that way...my SO can be a bit of a daydreamer and sometimes he's in his own world (thats how he got his fingers injured

what if he is sick
what if one of his puppies got sick and so he had to take the pup to the vet and had to waste his money and now he is working hard to get money so he can save up
what if his parents dont have enough money to pay the phone bill and the internet bill and thats why he;s not online
what if....
yea i could go on with like over dramatic things but I will make it through XD
i hope he is thinking about me atleast...that should be some comfort.
In other news i got a 60% on my psych midterm i barely passed!


D: now my mommy wont let me wear any necklace..she says i have bad luck XD