Guilty Hormones >.<*

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April 7, 2011, 12:04 PM
Guilty Hormones >.<*

First off I want to say im sorry to my SO, eventhough he's not on this forum but I feel like the more times I say it or well type it...somehow its more meaningful. *eh, its a weird logic of mine *

Anyways Im sorry because I was unfaithful to him. In my thoughts. In my english class theres this guy, he is tall, cute...has DIMPLES!!!!!!!! and well i actually sort like him? or well maybe its not liking him but its more of a i think he's cute thing.

Im usually a good girl and just sort of have platonic crushes...you know the usual I have a crush on Joe Jonas, Daniel Radcliffe....maybe Justin Bieber...jk! but not on the last two XD

I think he is loosing me, we haven't talked because where he lives his internet is slow and sucks! >.<* so we have limited communication and I wont call him because im not sure what time he's at home. I believe he's at school right now and then he has to tutor some girl (im not jelouse of that grl...cuz idc, he needs the money so ohwells) and then he has band practice. So when I can call him its usually night and he might be sleeping, so that sorta sucks. And i suck at holding a convo.

I've thought of just calling it off but I wont because I know we can still save it and i'll see him this summer. I believe that he does love me...and I dont want to loose him. Im scared of not finding another one like him but anyways....its only temporary.

On the plus side we had to take pic for my photo class based on a article...and I chose LDR! it was in the New york times so i was happy, and my professor approved ^-^
I'll upload it to my profile bcuz when i upload it here, its all big XD
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  kiara_silver commented
  
  April 7, 2011, 01:00 PM
  
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  I think you just need to hold out for this summer, give a chance to strengthen your bond when you two are together. It gets hard when not only are you physically apart but your not getting to talk to each other. You have your SO on your mind, missing him but he's not there and then here comes this cute guy who is here and near, makes you think i guess. But just hold out, maybe tell your SO your struggling with lack of communication. I hope all goes well for you and you guys have a good time this summer!
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  OliveOyl commented
  
  April 7, 2011, 02:43 PM
  
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  keep busy! I fall in like with a guy on a daily basis. jaja. But I moreso find it entertaining. Keeps me daydreaming and thus mind off of the 1700+ miles between my and my SO. Turns out Omar almost broke up with me because of my jealousy issues. :-\ . I dont think that was at all fair. Sure I went crazy, but my whole point is: SO WOULD HE if he had been looking at pictures with me and other guys and having my cousin getting me to go out with these guys who are obsessed with me. ugh!
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  lovemnmz commented
  
  April 7, 2011, 03:04 PM
  
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  jajajaja true...usually i daydream about next semester or winter session when i'll be able to take air pistol classes ^-^ ima learn how to handle a gun and what not jajajaja but yea i feel that i prefer not to think about other guys...gets me all hyped about the shat if the guy returns the flirt or somethin of that kind XD
  
  and i keep busy by photoshopping and shopping and sleeping...oh and watchin my novela >.>
  
  i actually sometimes tend to take a lot of pix with my guy friends, and then post them on fb with a caption saying something like "had an awesome time with ritchie! love my besstiii" but i doubt my SO cares or minds....or he's not the jelouse type, *shrugs* but i shall ask him...because I am the sort of jelous type
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