So in my previous blogs i'd said that i was on my journey to loose the extra pounds...well i strted out working out and getting motivated and then things happened and it threw me off! So now im waiting for my life to calm itself down cuz i only have a final left an d its open book so its no problem. Now i hope to atleast tone my legs,arms and tummy lol so i can look and feel good for myself and for my SO.

Also im going to teach myself how to play the piano...i think im in need of something to occupy me and keep my mind off my SO so I dont feel so needy or lost. He cant be there for me as much as i hoped for but its understandable and right now im depending on this trip to be the deal breaker and hopefully it will save the relationship.

I've been told that in a LDR communication is huge but at the sametime i've been told that sometimes, especially under the circumstances in which my SO is in, the love he feels for me wont change simply because we havent talked...i guess in a way they are right...am i makin sense? i hope i am lol well anyways...im just ranting lol