6months of LDR and im being paranoid!

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May 27, 2011, 04:43 PM
6months of LDR and im being paranoid!

>.< i dislike myself! I know its hard to be in a LDR but this week I recently read soooo many stories about break ups and how the guy had said that he was madly in love...and then next thing you know he says he's not. I guess im scared of making a fool of myself...tomorrow on the 28th we make 6months!!

Im excited because I feel its a milestone and that we are only 6months away for a year! And well it my first relationship. I guess im a bit paranoid. Even when I know that he was the first one to say I love you...even before he left he sent me a txt message once saying I love you in japanese...I just didnt know it at that time and so I ignored it and changed the topic. Right im being riducoulous? (sorry for spellin lol)

So i like to draw and what not and I made a drawing of him...i just dont know if i should email him a copy and give him the original when I see him this summer or if I should wait until I see him? I just wanna do something small but meaningful for him 2morrow.
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  kiara_silver commented
  
  May 27, 2011, 10:17 PM
  
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  LDR's are scary, but you really can't compare relationships to others. Its escpecially scary with new relationships, in the first months your still learning about eachother. but don't fret or scare yourself. You have to stay strong. This my first relationship, and its a LDR at that, and at times its super scary because its so real. I get surprised sometimes, not because i doubt that i love him but because how much, im so vunerable because ive opened up and let him in. And yeah its scary, but it can be so worth it. So don't be afraid to put your heart out there. Yeah be careful and independent. but trust in your SO cause it could possibly be the real deal, and thats not something you want to miss out on.
  
  I love that idea, i love to draw too, i think thats a cute sweet idea! you can draw it and then take a pic of you holding it and email it to him!
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  lovemnmz commented
  
  May 28, 2011, 09:08 AM
  
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  thanks...im just so scared of putting my heart out there...i used to open up to ppl easily, and i was just hurt, backstabbed by some so called friend so now i keep that in mind and it hurts the way i see this relationship...but im letting him have my heart for now...but i think this is the real thing...i've let destiny take its course and we've been brought to cross paths on multiple occassions lol
  
  ...i think i'll do that ^^
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  Zandria commented
  
  May 28, 2011, 02:05 PM
  
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  I think it's all about the confidence and knowing that you, yourself, are comfortable with your relationship. It is scary, so scary that you question yourself of whether you said the right thing or you're doing the right thing. LDRs truly make you analyze every aspect of your relationship, and even as a girl myself, it's natural to over analyze, I mean that's what us girls do. But, for me personally, I feel like I've been over OVER analytical with my relationship with my SO. But, how I recently coped with it is my confidence, I'm confident that he will finally ask me out and we'll last, because I know he is just as confident as I am. Though he may not always say we're going to last or such and such, but the fact that he continues to text me and be there for me.
  
  As much as it's hard to not compare your relationship with others, you can't, cause your relationship isn't the same as everyone elses, it's unique! Have confidence in that, pour all your happiness in what you have, rather the possibility of the negatives occurring. How I always tell my SO, "Live in the moment", and that's exactly what you should do! :]
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