So my SO had said that he would come and pick me up when I had arrived to Mexico. Right now im spending time with my family in the city and we talked today and we strted tlking about different options as to how we could meet up. He lives in a small town and hasnt been out too much so hes scared of going into the city. I have no idea how to go around the city and I havent changed my money into mexican pesos.

My grandma got wind of the situation and said that he should come here and chase after me, she strted lecturing me on how to be a decent young lady, cuz if I went to his town then it was because I was desperate and that that wasnt right.

If I dont make up my mind then we will be leaving tomorrow to the middle of no where and I would need to call him up and find another way to go see him. I got so pissed off at what my grandma was saying and my mom is no help. She tells me that he should come and pick me up...better yet he has to come and pick us up...as in the whole family!

But she didnt say anything in my defense. I was on the verge of tears...and I still kinda tear up just thinking about it. This is frustrating! I was tlking to my SO and I was so irritated that I just told him to eff this sht and to forget about everythin cuz i was tired of this sht and wat not, and i feel bad, i snapped at him good thing it was on messenger so i didnt yell at him. I sorta controlled my anger but still...im just stressed.

So much for vacay