wow i had totally forgotten about this place. Its been a loooong time since i blogged. College is going great except i tend to start falling asleep in my morning classes... >> ooops?!!! And midterms are around the corner T^T darn...and LDR well....lets just say that im unsure if we are going to make it to our one year anniversary............simply because of my paranoia!

So here's the thing in our last few convos he hasn't said I LOVE YOU when we say our goodbyes.
1st time: we were talking on Skype...well i called him using skype to his cellphone and all was going well but the line was cut and my balance was running low so i couldnt call back. So i guess thats why he didnt say I LOVE YOU. (reasonable...right? lol)

2nd time: I called him on his birthday to say HBD and it was a quick call because i was busy....but i dont recall if i said I LOVE YOU or not...or if i did and he didnt say anything.

3rd time: FB chat and he was in btw, classes so we talked quickly and he said bye and then logged off and i we werent able to say I LOVE YOU.

Ok so these situations seem reasonable right? but im a bit of a paranoid freak...i come up with the craziest theories but none involve him cheating on me...oh gosh...i think i need to see a shrink...becuase i also come up with paranoid ideas about other stuff...not good right?

Im just so used to his I love yous...maybe i'll bring this up in our next convo...:O november 28 is going to make our one yr anniversary...wish me luck guys! hope WE make it!!!!!