So its that time of the month, and i haven't talked to my SO in the longest...maybe like a week...according to his bands facebook they've been booked for the last couple of days or so...and the fact that he doesn't have internet at home is frustrating...we lack on the communication things...like example:

most couples skype...we dont...i have the account and everything but he doesnt because of the lack of internet

he has a cell phone but i dont...so we cant text

i could call him but i dont know at what time...because he's always busy...or im just too scared to pick up the phone and call him...i freak out u.u yes i know i got issues.


And i've sent him a letter or two but i dont anymore because he didnt reply...he doesnt know how to send back a letter lmao


So all of these things start to get to me...but especially the fact that he isnt here by my side...that we cant kiss, hug, cuddle, and do all the normal things...and it gets worse because theres this guy who like my mom says "is soooo ready to make me his girl"

u.u and it gets annoying...because im starting to doubt wether we can pull off the distance...I love my Chente...but i hate the distance...especially with my PMS...i get paranoid, depressed, sad...and i get ideas of break up and this only happens when im in my days....well for now i will try to keep myself busy!!!

Christmas is around the corner and im making a few things for my friends....so that should keep me busy...right?