the class was closed and they wont over tally because im not a senior!Ohwells but now on the bright side I will minor in Gneder Studies and Art and my major is History. Wow....thats a great combo!
This semester im taking a class called Sex and Culture...im excited for it!! And im also taking one that is called "I Do, Marriage in the 21st Century". This will be interesting especially because I have this small sort of hope that my SO is the one...and he's my first boyfriend...so at the same time I am having that small voice tell me "HE'S YOUR FIRST BOYFRIEND! STOP THINKING THIS WAY! YOU WILL GET HURT! DON'T GET YOUR HOPES UP!"
Yeah...that and I lost respect for my father. Im sorry but he's a jerk...he's a machista! He's a man that talks only shenanigans!
...and its affecting me emotionally with my relationship with my SO...sometimes I have this sort of mean feeling when he calls me babe...i told him once that i didnt want him to tell me babe...but i never told him why...also i get a bit angry when he calls me babe...because it reminds me to my dad telling my mom "honey" or someother word like that...i know its not my SO's fault...but sometimes i feel like if i let my emotions show im going to look like a weakling...in our last two convos i didnt tell him that i loved him when he said "i love you"
damn i went from happy to like angry...angry against men! Thanks dad -__________-
Now i need to put my trust on my SO...and understand that he's not like my father...he has proven to me that he's not a jerk...I love my Vicente...i think i'll need more time..to solve this lol