So it's snowing here in NYC...lol YAY?!!!!!

Oh anyways right now i dont have a lot money T^T im nearly broke and so i wanted to get something for my SO for the 14th but that won't be possible and i most definitely know that he ain't sending me anything.

Are we the only couple in which only one partner sends things but the other doesn't?

My SO has never sent me anything and i've sent him a few things over the mail but then i stopped when i didn't receive a letter in return...thing is that my SO still lives with his family and i think he finds it awkward to receive things...I also stopped mostly because i know his WHOLE family and if they got word of the fact that im sending a letter to him or a gift...it would mean hell for me! They'd make fun of us and so i think now that im writing it seems right that i stopped and shouldnt expect a teddy bear in the mail any time soon lmao

anyways i might just write a poem for him and send it over facebook...and i can always expect him to send me a link to a song that reminds him of me and he'll dedicate it to me...so i guess he's a bit more reserved on the aspect of love and relationships...

i mean its enough that when i see his aunts they'll make jokes about us...and half of them are dirty jokes and he probably also gets a dose of that with his brother or parents lmao