So this is my goodbye, i got so used to sharing my thoughts and reading other peoples thoughts and knowing that there were others like me who had their heart somewhere far away.

My first love, my first kiss, my first boyfriend, my first relationship had to be with a man who was miles away, in another country, our story began oh so sweet and it ended bland. A neutral taste...we couldn't communicate good enough and the distance was never a problem. I can't say anything bad about Vicente because well he is human, he never cursed at me, yelled at me, never did any harm except leaving me neglected. I wasn't his priority...well we weren't his priority becuase a relationship is two and not one. I love him and if he decides to ask for a second chance im going to put his love to the test...i want to see him as he fights for this love we had or have.

Anyways i am trying to cope with the break up, who knew breaking up was hard. I broke up with him and I can't imagine how he feels because I am a bit selfish at the moment. I want to focus on my pain and aches and heal them before putting anyone else into my life.

I know one thing, if ever I had to do an LDR again I wouldn't mind because its something wonderful. I support and will always support LDR's...so thanks guys.

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME, A YEAR AND 3MONTHS MADE ME GROW AND MAKE SOME FRIENDS....THANKS GUYS.

GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LDR's!!!! <3