I'm sorry that my both entries will be alike, but I just have to express myself somewhere how much I like him. He calms me down and makes me forget hard things so I can take a break. I don' t know how I could survive without him there. It's just a shame that he can't be with me right now, then I would like to cuddle in his arms and just lie there for hours.

I don't know how many times I've longed for him whenever I feel so stressed I can't take it anymore, when I've thought "Why aren't you here?" And how much it have hurted. I can't describe the feeling. Whenever I feel I miss him too much I play songs for myself that reminds me of us or related in some way. This is the song I've recently been played when I miss him. It's a Rise against cover by Millie Tizzard, beautifully arrangement of the song Swing life away.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvmf00zuVaw

I don't know, but I guess everybody have a song that reminds them of their partner, a song that it's "our song".