I've just come from Youtube watching some LDR videos, first meeting. It's so sweet to watch, and I laughed, smiled and cried. But it made me feel a bit sad and longing for our meeting. As I'd said in my previous entry about talking to meet next year. If so then, which I think it will happen, we've been waiting for two years. And I remember when I thought meeting him was just a dream (so cliché but it really is).

Earlier today I watched him play a game where there was a couple there. I asked if the game shipped them, and he was so cute, he didn't knew what shipping was. He answered that they were not going anywhere. I told him what it was and he said that they were already a couple but not any longer. I told him then "we could reshipping them" as a joke. There were he made a comment that hinted about us, reshipping us, and we were still looking for a harbour.

It hit me hard, not in a bad way but I could feel how much he wanted us to meet. And it bugs me that I don't have a work so I can earn money for a ticket, I really hope to find a job. But soon I can be in your arm...