So, that particular stress is like a 12 right now, since I'm moving in 2 weeks.
Add to that I need to go to the vet to buy cat food, get Miss Natalie's papers so I can take them to a new vet, go to the auto parts store for adhesive, & find time to fix my rear view mirror that fell off 2 weeks ago because of the stupid Texas heat. I also need to go through my closet and get rid of clothes I don't wear. I know I won't be packing up my stuff but I will have to unpack it all, and I don't wear a lot of the clothes I have in my closet! I also need to get rid of some of the junk I have because I just have way too much junk.
So, my stress levels this week are waaaay higher than normal. (And, oh yea, add the super wonderful monthly influx of hormones!) So because of all of this stress, even though I'm basically okay (I know I'll get it all done. I'll be fine, I'm going to go to the auto parts store tonight, the vet tomorrow, and I'm going to bug the crap out of the movers until they take my call today), my tear ducts have this habit of just spilling everything at the worst times. Seriously. My manager asked me if I had called the movers this morning.
"Oh no, crap. I forgot."
"You want their number?"
"That would be great, thanks." (and cue tears.)
Seriously. what. the. heck. I hate that today of all days my hormones hate me and just push all this gross emotional mess on me. Ugh.
Oh, and speaking of emotional mess... last night I just fell apart all over my SO via text message. Did I mention he's on vacation with his family right now? I was a huge mess, blubbering on about how I don't belong anywhere and I don't have anywhere to call home... basically I was just being super depressing. I texted him this morning and said, "I'm sorry (again) for falling apart all over you last night." He replied, "It's okay. you're allowed.
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Well, on the bright side (if this is a bright side...) I'm going to VA next weekend to look for a place to live. I have to figure out my plan of attack on apartments to make the most of the weekend. (Honestly I'll probably end up looking at like, 3 places and picking one of them.) And this IS a bright side, (sort of) I'll get to check out my new church! The only reason it's only a sort of is because I'm missing church here.
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