Idk if anyone I knew is still on here anymore. Saw my account create date of 2014. Time has gone by.

But I needed a place to hide and say this where it would be understood.

He said we're equals. And I know we are. I've felt it for several years. Things have changed so much. He said I have made him a better man. I know he's changed who I am. He made me see me for the first time in my life. He made me love myself.

He said we've had such a hard go at each other but that our relationship is better because of it. Stronger. And it is.

It's been over 7 years now that we've known each other. Still have never met. He graduated uni with honors this year. We were going to meet for that but COVID19 happened. It'll be okay though. We've survived everything else.

Even if this goes nowhere and remains a friendship forever, if I ever get into another relationship I want it to feel like this. Open. Equal. Trusting. It makes me feel secure in a way I have never felt with anyone.

I do love him deeply. We shall see I suppose.