Pretty sure I just gave someone else advice not to compare themselves to other couples. And that is just what I am doing.

I read on here how people will talk 2-3 hours a day and not run out of things to talk about. SERIOUSLY? How are these people doing this.

We usually talk for about 30 minutes a day. Sometimes it seems like we could go on for longer (although I doubt 2 hours longer). But other times, especially recently, we can barely fill the 30 minutes. We are both kind of depressed/bored/lacking purpose in our days...so I think that we just don't feel very interesting right now.

Sometimes I feel like I need to come on the forums less often. Many times they are inspirational and supportive. I love giving advice and reading what other say.
But sometimes they make me feel shitty. Like we are some failure of a couple because we can't have marathon phone calls. I need to stop comparing us to other couples. But I can't help it when I spend time on this site.

I wish I had more of a life so I could get away from the internet. I feel like I am going crazy staring at my computer for so many hours a day. I wish I wasn't here. I wish I would have stayed with him in Africa. Why did I have to leave?