This man is in.cred.ible.

Seriously, he amazes me. He keeps me strong and positive. Shit, he makes the distance seem easy. Like for him, there is no option. We are in love and that's it. No need to struggle with it. No need to cry about the distance. It'll end and then we'll grow old together. He told me that I was going to begging for these days apart when we are 65 and I'm getting sick of his old ass. haha

But seriously, this man. A week or so ago I was worried for him, he was going through a rough moment in his life and our conversations were become lifeless. I just wasn't feeling the connection when he talked.
So I called him back one night after one lifeless conversation. I said, listen, I'm stressed about us. There is nothing behind that voice of yours. I know life is hard right now and I want to share your load but I want you to make more of an effort when you talk to me.
He was like, yeah, I know. I just needed someone to snap me out of this. You're right, let's talk.

And everyday since then he's been coming up with new topics and making me laugh. The life behind the voice is back!!
And yesterday, we were talking about God. And he says, "This is why Allah made us in pairs. We've got to check each other when one of us isn't acting right. You are my partner and the other day you told me that you were hurting because of the way I was acting. You checked me. And you were right, I needed that."

I thanked him for saying that, thanked him for everything he's done. He knows I've done an LDR before and that it was shit and I was miserable. It doesn't have to be like that. He has made it such a different experience, such a positive one.

I just love this man.