I want out.

I fucking hate this place. I don't understand how it isn't just common sense to be helpful to other people, especially when they are foreign and a little bit lost.

This town is cold. It rains every day. The people are even colder. I have met a few nice people, it's not all bad. But it just sucks right now and I feel like complaining.

I tried to see a gynecologist. Oh weird...there is only one in this shit-hole town. Oh okay cool...he doesn't have any appointments until January. So the unhelpful receptionist tells me to call the hospital.
The hospital doesn't have anything until December. Wait, how is that possible? It's a fucking hospital!? She was like, call your regular doctor, dummy. Yeah, don't have one. She was like, find one...and then if he thinks you need it, he can refer you to a gynecologist. What the fuck is she talking about? These people are soooo far from being understanding.

I actually imagine bad things happening to me so I would have a good excuse to leave. That isn't healthy.

I can't believe I still have 4.5 months here.