I am always really flexible about when we talk because I know it's a pain for him to go to the internet cafe. So I am usually really understanding when he is late or doesn't end up going sometimes because he got to busy.
But tonight I am not feeling understanding. I am feeling 100% annoyed. Annoyed because I really wanted to talk to him tonight. I've been going through a bit of a rough patch and talking to him really helps calm those worries. But yesterday was not such a good conversation and we fought a bit. I wanted tonight to make up for that.
It's also our 1 year anniversary today, which is a really big deal to me and he knows that. I am sad that he didn't even send me a text back this morning.
Annoyed that he's not answering his phone. Annoyed because this was our last chance to talk for the next 3 days.
Annoyed and can't stop complaining.
(Sorry to anyone who just read this negative complainy word vomit)