So it looks like I might fail not one, but two of my classes. I have figured out a way to graduate on time either way. But it sucks. I can fail one and not miss my visit, but I can't fail two or I will have to miss my may visit next week. Grades don't get posted till Tuesday. Waiting is miserable and none of my teachers will email me back about my grade beforehand.

Working a new job has put a stress on our relationship. I go to work before he gets off his job. Then he is tired when I get off. He isn't making us a priority when I am off work. I had two days off this week and yet we haven't talked for longer than 20 minutes or had a real conversation in a week. I haven't seen his face in two weeks because he won't make it a priority. And he hasn't given me the time to talk about it. I have so little time talking to him I have other stuff to get out, especially with how stressed I am. And he knows I am. I just feel like I'm putting in all the effort and need more from him.

Also at work I have guys drooling all over me, and one in particular. I don't like him or anything, but it's just nice feeling supported and attended to. Then I feel guilty for talking to this guy I know likes me, but I just need support right now. I hate it. We were so good CD. I knew it would be hard with him not being a verbal or phone person, but I just need to see him put effort in to this or I don't know how we will make it to December.