This will be a short blog...lol. I did something I really need to do more often. Stop my emotional outburst and rethink what i'm thinking and why i'm thinking them. Wes told me he was leaving work, and didn't get home until 3 hours later. It was then he told me he stopped to get dinner alone. No texts before dinner, during or after. Kinda of made me suspicious. After talking to myself (in my head) for about a half hour i got a visual in my head of him playing games on his Ipod in the restaurant not even thinking that i might want to hear from him. Then to top that off, he worked a double the day before and had to get up early for work the next day following it, so he was sleep deprived. Suspicions flew out the window in an instant. Now I just need to practice this...