So, I've been on this forum a while now. I've also started chatting with some of the ladies via email. I've come to realize a few things about my relationship with Wes.

1) The things that I complain about are the same things that other girls in my situation complain about. Lack of romance, texts, love letters, etc. Kinda feels like a guy thing at this point.

2) That I really should stop complaining about a lot of the crap I complain about. Such as how often or not so often I talk to Wes. Reading the forum about how often some people talk to their SOs makes me realize how fortunate I am that I do get to hear his voice every night. That he does occasionally text me during the day and that he sacrifices his sleep to talk to me most nights. I kind of feel like a bish.

I may not like the changes that have taken place in our relationship, but I suppose this is how the relationship is evolving and I should probably accept it. Wes tells me i'm spoiled, and yea I was spoiled by him those first few months we were dating. Now I need to readjust. I know I can do it. I need to stop being paranoid, and feeling insecure because at the end of the day he does love me. He hates lies as much as I do so I need to believe in him and what he tells me. No more doubting! =)