It's been a while since I wrote a blog here. I really haven't had anything new to report up until about 2 weeks ago.

Wes and I barely speak, its definitely a good thing. I'm so far over him...I kind of think I was well before we broke up. I just had to get over that actual break up hurdle. That relationship was so damaging for me, he even had me thinking I needed antidepressants. I don't need mood stabilizers, he was the one making me feel like crap. I'm happy, and healthy and not with him. Win!

I got the results of my colposcy, no problems, or irregularities. No STDs much to Wes' relief. Thank god I won't be going through that shit with him anymore. Just the word STD would set him off for a night.

Lovelife wise, I joined a few dating site. Honestly I didn't think I'd get any hits, winks or messages. At least not from anyone of value. Like on Match.com everyone is super fake. "I want a guy who is funny and wants kids and isn't afraid of commitment...". Yea...isn't that what we all want? "I enjoy doing things outdoors, eating out and the occasional movie" Omg who doesn't like these things?

A friend of mine recommended the site Geek 2 Geek...LOL. Yes its a dating sites for nerds n geeks looking for love. I kind of felt more at home, considering you already know the guys are in fact geeks and will more then likely share quite a few interests with you. I got quite a few winks from people I have NO interest in, much like other sites...that was discouraging. But I kept going and I got a wink from a guy who for some reason or another peeked my interest. We started corresponding first via site mail then via text. Texting became allll day! Still is! But, that lead to meeting up on WoW n Skype and we met up for the first time 2 weeks ago in NYC.

It was a little weird at first but, we both warmed up to each other super fast. We just wandered n BSed its NYC you can do that there lol. He is the exact opposite of the guys I have been dating, he's huge, like broad. There is meat on his bones and I don't feel like imma squish him. We have really good banter back and forth and share each others terrible sarcasm. There is a lot of clickage. Um, he stole a kiss before he got on the train, tha made me all sorta blushy lol.

Um, a week later we planned date 2. He actually lives in Conn. an hour away from me. So while we aren't like 5 minutes from each other he's within driving distance. I went to his place n spent the night. YES SUPER FAST! Seems like we've been moving fast through a lot of this dating stuff. Like meeting up fast, some of the topics of conversation, and this sleep over. You can assume that I spent the night we had sex...such a first for me I don't sleep with guys I'm not in a relationship with. It was nice to sleep there and have him hold me n cuddle and do all that cutesy coupley stuff. He's like a big teddy bear...i love it.

Date three he named Plutonic Wed, bc he didn't want to have sex. He wanted to show me that he could control himself and that he wasn't using me for sex. We didn't! We actually went on a picnic...my first picnic, down by a stream. We cloud watched...was so sweet. The next date is up in the air, since he's at PAX east this weekend and going to Albany next. I'm excited for it whenever it happens. He doesn't want to jump into a relationship and neither do I, but I can see it happening. For the time being, just hanging out being myself with no pressure is working out well. Wish me luck! ^^