Matt wants me to quit my job. I know I've talked about how stressful my job is, but I think now that Matt's seen what it's like for me in person, he's pretty adamant about me finding another way to fund my way across the ocean. I've told him I can't just quit, and he told me he's about ready to tell me I have to. I don't think I realized until this point how much it had worried him; and honestly, he's better than I am at judging how bad things are for me. I tend to push myself until I drop.

I am touched beyond belief how good he his for me - he's concerned about my health, but I feel like I really can't quit my job without another in hand or unless it's to move over to be with him. Not with employers being so resistant to hiring. If we were in a different climate, it'd be one thing, but I just don't feel comfortable doing it now as-is. Apparently he's really concerned, because he's asked me to consider coming over in late February/early March and forgetting saving extra money before moving out. I wanted to save money for our future together, and well... he's right, I can do it in Australia instead.

*plays carousel music* LOL.

I found out a job I applied for is making phone calls for interviews soon. Guess I'll find out if I made the cut.