Maybe I'm being dumb about it but I just would like to be the one to get surprised for once. For our 2 yr I planned a whole dinner. Gave him the story I wrote of how we met right after I met him, I finished writing it..hand wroteit all out which was like 20 pages plus card and he didn't even get me that. I guess he got me flowers but he got distracted coming in the door and just handed me them in a bag without saying anything...gee thanks. Oh and he still hasn't even read the story...its been like three months now. He said he is waiting to read it when he is lonely, but its almost time for me to go back. Its kind of a slap to have spent so much time on it and he hasn't even read it.

I spent a ton of time planning activities for while we've been apart, I've sent him videos etc. I know it isn't a contest but I just don't feel like being the one to make the plans. I've been daydreaming of all the things I'd come back to him to for vday, but I know I'm just getting my hopes up.