There was massive flooding the past week in the south where my friend is getting married and we plan to go camping. They had a years worth of rain in three days. Everything is a complete mess, homes were destroyed, zoo animals almost floated away its just stupid.

My friend is majorly stressing that we won't be able to have the wedding where it was planned. The roads aren't back open yet and she is waiting to find out. The wedding is three days away, she needs to make the call soon if we are having it there or if she'll use her friends acreage outside of the city. I get that she doesn't want to cancel because she has put so much money down and all that but if I have to cancel hotels and campsites I need to know sooner then later.

Everywhere we planned to go camping has been affected by the floods. I don't even know if we can get to Banff because the roads are still shut. All the trails are closed because of mudslides and washed out trails. Waterton trails are also shut. I'm so pissed off, I have no idea what we are going to do.

I have to pack EVERYTHING tonight because I go to pick him up tomorrow but because I don't know where the wedding is I have to plan like it is going to be in Canmore just incase. I have to pack all the camping stuff incase we decide to go camping, but I don't know where yet, no point in camping somewhere where everything is shut.

Uggggggh, this whole thing really sucks. My SO is trying to be optimistic, which is strange cause usually it is him that is stressed and doubtful. I don't know how I feel about seeing him, I'm pretty sure I need to end it, but what if I see him and he is wonderful and it just makes it that much harder?

I don't know if I need to go food shopping tonight just incase we go camping and we need some dry goods to hold us over. Like everything is so up in the air it's super stressful topped off with wild time of the month hormones I am just so ready to call the whole thing off.