I hate him so much. He has caused nothing but trouble and drama for as long as I've known. When he was born my Grandma was really sick and one of the neighbors offered to adopt him because for the first year of his life he pretty much lived there because my Gma wasn't well enough to care for him. I think that was the biggest mistake she ever made saying no to the offer. I seriously just want to drive him out into the wilderness and leave him there.

I told my Grandparents I would paint their porch for them. They didn't ask or say it needed done, I offered because I had just come back form UK and had lots of time on my hands. I went over a few days ago to start sanding and he was there over my shoulder the entire time telling me how to do it. I fucking know how to sand thanks. He wanted me to sand every single bit of paint off a 40 year old porch. The wood is old it doesn't need that kind of detail.

I called before dinner today to say I would come over after dinner to prep the porch to paint. I drive up and guess who is doing it?!!? My mom is like 'what are you doing? we just called to say we were coming to do it" He acts like a private part and doesn't reply just keeps doing it ignoring us. My mom tells him he has better things to do like get his shit together and get out of there.

We go inside and my mom just can't be around him for obvious reasons so she is upset. My Gma gets a bit upset and it's just unnecessary crap. We try and have a normal visit but I can't do what I was there to do because he used some wrong stuff on the porch and it'll need to be sanded again.

After the visit I look at the stuff he used and it might work so I am about to go out and take a look but before my uncle butts in and starts telling me what I have to do. Yea, yea ok. whatever you say. He keeps going and I finally say I've painted a freaking porch before I know what I am doing. 'well you've not done what I've done' and he gets pissy and goes outside. So I decide I don't want to do it while he is at the house cause I don't need him watching over my shoulder telling me what to do.

It sucks so much I would really like to go over and see them and do stuff for them without feeling uneasy cause he is around. My mom on the way home says she feels my Gma has picked him over her because she is always bending over backwards for him and when it comes to my mom wanting something my gma always has to think about him first. I don't know if it guilt from when she wasn't able to care for him but it just makes me sad.
I worry too about whether or not he is yelling at them when we left. I know neither of them need it.

He has like 8 days before he is supposed to be out of the house but he still has so much crap there I know it isn't going to be as easy as being out and thats it.


Uggh sorry for the rant.