So I may or may not have been creeping on the forum my exso goes on. I found something he posted:

Having horrible problems sealing the deal with a girl I met recently. Awkward goodbye doesn't even come close. Not sure what I'm playing at, embarrassing!

It makes me so angry that he's already on to another girl trying to get some, when I was right there all that time and he didn't want any. Ughh. I know I know maybe he just wasn't into me anymore? I don't know, it just sucks. I tried so fucking hard to make that relationship work. I know it isn't right for me to be upset that he has met a girl when I went on two dates myself this weekend but I guess I still can't help but feel sad we failed.