Well things have definitely been a lot better with my SO, he's decided to hold off on enlisting in the Airforce because he and a friend have decided to entrepreneur a website together which hopefully if done correctly will make them a ton of money and he won't need to enlist just for the fat paycheck. Keep your fingers crossed.

Anyway on to the main point of this blog, in 5 days I will be officially done with high school, which is great, I'm going to be completing 12 long years of schooling and that's a big accomplishment but my SO and I were supposed to close the distance about a month after I graduated and now it'll be at least 2 years before we even think about closing the distance again so I'm feeling kinda down in the dumps, I mean I would have been like 35 days away from being with my SO for good if we had been able to stick to our original plan. I'm excited to start college, I'll hopefully be dorming with a good friend of mine but it's no where near the same as finally being with my SO after almost 3 years of long distance. I guess it just sucks and it's kinda ruining the happiness of finally being done with high school.

I wish he was able to move down here with me but money is just so damn tight that it's not happening. Well I guess I can always live in my little fantasy world of closing the distance at the end of high school. Never gonna happen but I can dream.