I don't know what I'm feeling about it, I'm nervous because I don't really get along well with people I haven't known forever and I'm used to just having my own living space when I need to get away and just have some quiet time. On the other hand I'm kinda excited, this is a big step for me and living away from my parents will give me a new found freedom. Finding meals is gonna suck though, during my school orientation they said that us honors kids will have way too much to do to work on the side as well so I don't really know how I'm going to find the money for food and stuff, I only get one free meal a day on my meal plan. :/ And maybe I'd be more excited if I wasn't so stressed out.

When I filed my dorm application I requested a 3 payments a semester payment plan because my parents couldn't really afford to pay all of it at once, so my dad pays online and the day all the payments need to be made I decided to double check and make sure everything was in order. Well it wasn't, the housing people apparently didn't see that I requested the 3 payment plan option and so there was still a massive charge to my account. Well there was nothing we could do about it, my parents couldn't afford to pay it and it wasn't our fault that they messed up so we spent two days on the phone with these idiots, seriously they have no idea what they're doing over there.

So here I was stressed out to the max, we were past the total refund stage and I didn't know if I would be allowed to move in if it wasn't all paid and I would have hated for my parents to lose over $1000 for nothing. Thankfully they called back today and said that they were going to fix it and that the charge still on the account would move to the next payment date. Phew. Now I can relax that's for sure.

Still don't know about my roommate though, like I said I really don't get along well with people I'm way too introverted to make friends easily. And on top of that I don't know if I'll be able to sleep on cam with my SO which I've really come to love, the bright laptop light might annoy her or it might just be weird overall, she could be one of those people that totally bash LDRs. Or she could just be totally rude or something, I dunno I'm sorry for rambling it's just all really new to me.