I want to write this down before I forget. So last night my SO has been texting me nonstop since we made our little deal. I had to tell him to wait til I got home for me to switch to Skype since he was eating up all my minutes (my phone is so old I know lol). So he sends me a quick text saying that he will be waiting for me on Skype but with IMing since he's at work.

Pause right there! He wants to message me while he's working? Now this is the guy who told me that he can't do that anymore since what happened to those cops who got killed in New York a while scared him so bad, that he just wanted to be safe. Well I guess he isn't too scared anymore since he was so bored holding down a scene and just standing around doing nothing lol. So we have been messaging each other from 8pm to 1am. Omg this is big! It's kinda funny actually that he is sending me very sexy messages at work and he's begging me to add fuel to the fire so to speak lol. I just can't with this boy sometimes lol. The worst part of it was that at the very end my internet had to crap out and I couldn't talk to him anymore. So I'm getting frustrated and I just send him a text saying "Sorry but I can't take this bs internet connection anymore. I'm going to bed lol."

So skip ahead to this morning. I get a text message at 8:30 this morning from him saying "Hey are you on skype right now? I uhhh kinda want to see you And I'm like wth? He should be sleeping right now. So I ask him this and he's like "Something woke me up and I can't get back to sleep. And I just really wanna see you." So I'm like "I only have 10 minutes though because I have to leave for school soon." And he's like "Ok that works " So he calls me and sexual things happen (hehe) and my internet is still bad so everything was blurry on my end and I couldn't hear him too well so I told him to just type what he's saying. Despite all these problems it was nice being able to talk with him this morning My life is just going so well right now that I'm scared that something really bad is gonna happen. Oh well, I'm gonna take things one day at a time.