So like some of you may know our plans to meet next week have been cancelled due to complicated bs. I know I've said this many times before, but his job is making things not easy for us. He hardly ever gets a break. Like for example, tomorrow he was supposed to be off but nope. He told me they called him in for overtime tomorrow. Ugh, like on one hand that's good because he needs the money, but on the other hand I don't get a chance to Skype with him .
Sometimes I feel like I just blew my chance to meet him. But then again not necessarily because even if I went there I'd hardly get to see him even though we're so close. He's told me that summer was a very busy season for him, but I had to be naive and hopeful and all this other nonsense. This sucks, it really does. I may not get to meet him for a very long time now, and our hopes of us closing the distance after my graduation have most likely been dashed too.
My family's negativity towards this relationship isn't helping either. My mom keeps telling me everyday to dump him and date someone closer and all this other crap. Even though I have considered dating someone closer before, that won't make me happy. There's no one else that can make me happy like my SO can and I remember that each time I come into contact with another guy. I really don't want to have to end this. Even though we can't meet now that will make the time we will meet even more special.
Haha honestly I don't know why I wrote this. I guess I wanted to cheer myself up a bit. I remember someone saying that this blog feature is open to the public to read and he may come across this one day. So if you're reading this babe I want you to know that I don't hate you nor am I angry with you. We knew exactly what we were getting into when we agreed to become a couple after all. I'm really not to happy with your line of work sometimes due to the problems it causes, but at the end of the day I'm proud of what you do. Until the day we meet in person baby, I love you always
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#6TheSteelAngel commentedMay 21, 2015, 10:32 PMEditing a commentLol my friend just told me that. She said that if it were her she'd go crazy by now and just end it. I never imagined dating one either honestly. It just happened out of the blue. From what I've been reading online it takes a really strong woman to date/marry a cop, and that's not me at all lol. But I get stronger everyday, or at least I try to haha. I'll keep doing my best and we'll keep close watch on his schedule since he's not exactly 100% sure of how busy he'll be just yet.
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#7whatruckus commentedMay 21, 2015, 10:53 PMEditing a commentJust hang in there! And, snow is right about your mom. She'll come around eventually, she's just worried about you. It sucks, but I've gone through it with my family with my SO and my ex.
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#8TheSteelAngel commentedMay 22, 2015, 09:55 AMEditing a commentThank you. I'll hang there and I'll continue to have hope
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