But we're done. I don't know what happened, but it's over. All I know is that he has once again ignored me for 2 weeks and I am just left alone and confused. I thought we were doing better. I thought that he was improving our communication, but it was all a lie. A cruel, sick joke that was played upon me and the worse thing is he won't answer me AT ALL. He's a coward and a liar and it feels like I'm living in a nightmare right now.
What I don't get is that before he disappeared, he told me that he'll talk to me later and that he loved me. If that was true why ignore me then? And he knows that not talking to me hurts me the most. His actions completely contradicted his words and I shouldn't have ignored that. I asked him multiple times if he still had feelings for me and if they had changed since he confessed to me and he said that they haven't changed and he still loved me. What lies! So much for saying "Oh I believe in complete honesty and I will never hurt you, cuz that will just hurt me." What a fucking joke! (Sorry for the language). I really did think that he was the one too. I never thought I would be treated this way. What did I ever do to him to deserve this except love him?
Anyway there's really no reason for me to stay on here anymore. You guys were so great and kind to me on here and it's made these hellish 9 months somewhat bearable. Yeah yesterday was supposed to be our 9 months. Fantastic right? I don't want to even think about dating again now, but I've downloaded all these apps just in case cuz you never know right? All I do know is that I didn't deserve this and I don't deserve to have this happen again. Well, that's my spiel. Farewell friends. Peace!
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Take care of yourself and take this relationship in stride and never forget what you deserve because this certainly wasn't it. You deserve all the best that life can offer.
Unconditional thank you as well. You were a true friend to me on here and gave me great advise. I was rooting for us too, but he turned into a big jerk in the end :/ I probably won't be making any posts any more, but I'll still keep my blog alive