I don't know what vibes I'm getting from him lately. It makes me feel confused. I still never discussed my thoughts on our time living together with him yet the time for a visit is fast approaching. I feel happy but anxious about it too. It's so strange. I just don't know what he's actually feeling. I just don't know how to put my experience and how I feel about us now into words for him- especially since the little I did share he strongly disagreed with. I do feel like this is very important though...