So, I got a job and I'm working at DSW now. Been there for a month. Yay. Love the discount because I love shoes.
My SO moved in with his Army buddy last weekend, so that was sooooooooo fun (sarcasm). I helped him move and it was just crazy. We got into a fight the one night because we were both so stressed out and I forgot to pack an important cord...for the TV, the power cord, so he got mad and frustrated, and I got mad and frustrated. It wasn't really even a fight, just us getting mad at each other and giving the silent treatment/going to bed right away. But, it was only for the one night we were mad at each other, and the next day I went and bought 2 of those cords so we'd have an extra. We couldn't find it anywhere, it wasn't even in his old room. We talked about it the next day, and he said that I "made it up" because I went and bought new cords, as well as the backup. Lol.
Drama ensued after he moved out though, because his Uncle's daughter (his Uncle is his uncle by marriage) had the locks changed on the old house already, so his cousin (by blood) hurried up and gathered all the rest of our stuff from his old house and brought it over the next day. The new house is a disaster, both Army boys have their junk everywhere.
His buddy is sleeping on a mattress in the living room, with all his bedroom stuff in there, because he's still in process of re-doing his room. Then, my SO had more junk than he thought, so that's all over the Dining Room. Lmao. But, it is nice that both of us can move around the house and actually eat in the kitchen, instead of being cooped up in his bedroom. He seems a lot happier since he moved there. The only bad thing is that there's no cable, and no internet yet. 
Also, it's just my SO and his buddy living there, with me spending the occasional weekends. The neighborhood is so much nicer, and quieter. It's also closer to our favorite places, so that makes both of us happy.As for me and my SO, and our problems, they haven't really gotten better, but they haven't gotten worse either. I mean, maybe slightly better, since he's happy now when he comes home, and he's not angry all the time. We even talked about that when I stayed over last weekend to help with the move. I'm supposed to see him this weekend, and we're going to spend a long weekend together, since he has a 4-day weekend and I wasn't scheduled this weekend. So, hopefully, I'll get the chance to talk to him since all the moving is done, and we're both not stressed out.
I haven't mentioned the future between us to him, or brought it up, or anything like that, since now I'm just trying to take it one day at a time. I will say though, that I think he broke my trust by even mentioning the "break". Like, I'm still worried about him seeing someone else, even though he promised he wouldn't after we talked about it. But, I guess just not really knowing if we are still on a break is why I'm a little iffy. Do you know what I mean? Like, I'm not 100% thinking he's going to cheat on me, or something stupid like that, just the thoughts pop up every now and then. So, that's going to be brought up because it's definitely something he needs to know. I never doubted him before the break, like ever. Breaks are stupid.
Thinking about it now, we did laugh a lot this weekend, and were just playful like we used to be, and have been lately. Like ever since he found out that he was moving in with his buddy for sure, he got a lot happier. He says that now he has someone to talk to/relate to when I'm not around, and when he gets home from work. Plus, when he's going through his PTSD/depression moments, he has someone who knows exactly how he feels and what he's going through, and is able to talk to them about it. That, I know I can't relate to. That type of PTSD he has and the anxiety. I'll never understand that. I'm happy he has that now. I won't feel so helpless because I can't help him.
I guess that's it for now...?