Angelwolfe and I met in 2002, we married in 2005. I then met Foxeh in 2010 on IMVU. We chatted, became friends. I became his Mistress on IMVU and we became closer over time. He flew in from Copenhagen in 2011, so we were able to meet for real. After that we started to work on our relationship from afar and decided that we'd like to meet again. To see how the three of us could work as a family.

Foxeh flew in again a couple weeks ago for this purpose.

It wasn't easy. We had a couple fights. We had several talks. But I never felt so at peace, so loved as I did when I was with the two of them. Both halves of my heart. The missing pieces of my soul.

Then, Foxeh flew back to Copenhagen. And I fell apart.

I thought he was going to start working on coming back to the United States on a permanent basis. But... so far? He hasn't. He says he enjoyed being with us, with me. However, words only mean so much.

Foxeh says he wants to be with me, or me there with him. I cannot leave the States. My health is very poor. Sadly, I'm too young to be easily eligible for disability, been denied twice. So I'm dependent on Angelwolfe for support. He's been wonderful through all of this. My health growing steadily worse and me falling in love with Foxeh.

Anyways... Everytime he says out loud he wishes he were here it rips me apart. He's killing me slowly with his words and inaction and he doesn't even know it. How sad is that? I mean, if he really wanted to be here, to be with me he would be working towards that... right?