One would assume that because my SO and I are closing the distance in May and getting married in June, that I would not be so miserable nowadays...and yet I still find myself doing everything I can to keep busy, to not think about it....but four years of long distance have tired me out, and the once willing spirit I had....you know the one..."we're making it work! We're defying the odds! We can do this, whats a few more years as opposed to the rest of our lives?" And while all those things once worked for me, they don't exactly bring me comfort anymore, as I've grown tired of having to part ways with the person I love over and over again.

I do believe that a long distance relationship can work if both sides are willing to make it work. I'm just being negative over here.

This sucks big time. I hate to sound whiny, but I'm tired...I feel like a towel someone has squeezed dry. I'm a very emotional person, so having to part ways with the person I love for the past four years....well...I'm just tired.