Is it really the 20th of October!?!? Only 26 days until we meet for the very first time! It seems to be going by so quickly. For some reason in my mind it seems like an "in the distance" kind of deadline, but I KNOW it's not. It's about to happen. Less than 4 weeks. I feel like time has become a whirlwind. I keep thinking that it's 126 days instead of 26. Then he corrects me and I find myself shocked all over again. I have a feeling I'm not going to believe this is really happening right now until I pull up to the airport.

I'm so incredibily happy with my SO and with our relationship. Yeah, it sucks we're really far away from each other, but at least we found each other. I'd rather be with him like this than not at all. And there will be an end to this. So right now, I'm happy just being happy. I try not to let the distance get to me and try (and fail) to keep my cool about meeting for the first time really soon.

Super random blog... but my mind is kind of frenzied. In the middle of a whirlwind here.