I blogged earlier today that I broke down a bit. I've been fighting off the sadness all day and really what's helped is planning little details for our trip. For example, I was talking to him about where we should go for our first monthaversary together. And we picked

http://www.anaheimwhitehouse.com/

this place. It looks and sounds amazing. I can't wait.

I also found out that there is going to be a meteor shower that peaks the night of the 17th. So I'm going to drag him out of the hotel room and go watch that. It's a yearly meteor shower called the Leonids. I think it will be an awesome thing to share each year to kind of mark our first meeting.

We made a couple other reservations for our trip today and it's helped me pick myself up again and put on that perservering face. Thanks everyone for your kind words earlier. I'm glad to know that I'll have my friends here to help me get through the hard times after we say goodbye.